5 more months until the wedding day, 5 more freaking months! I might be a little stress or very anxious but my feelings are all over the place that I can’t even explain. Today, I definitely feel like I want to cry because I am scared the wedding won’t be “perfect”. What is a “perfect” wedding? I have no clue, so why am I stressing out? *shrugs* I bet a lot of brides are going through the same thing as me. I had a conversation with my FSIL how I am worry about the wedding won’t goes as plan. She said that I have to trust all the people that are helping me with the wedding planning and that I will be the only person that will see all these minor details that doesn’t even matter. FSIL also was telling me that she went to a wedding where the bride locked herself in the dressing room for an hour! She was crying about how her guests were not having fun and things weren’t going the way was plan. I can see myself doing that, I hope I won’t though. (If any of my BMs are reading this, please don’t let this happen. Thanks!)
I have people telling me all these horror stories on their friend’s wedding is making me nervous.
Anyways, a lot of things are coming up soon. Our food tasting is coming up in a few weeks. We can’t wait for that and also discuss on some wedding details with the event coordinator. A week after that will be our engagement pictures. I still haven’t figured out what to wear yet and should we change up some clothes as well? Prior to get our pictures taken, I am getting my make-up trial that early afternoon. I guess I will be all glam up for the photo session. I just don’t know what to do with the hair, leave it the way it is natural? I know for sure that my makeup inspiration is going to be Princess Kate’s makeup look on her wedding day.
